JOYJOYLYNNIE.

MOVED.

2009-08-16T22:24:00.002+08:00

Sorry people, moving for the second time in half a year.
RELINK, COMMENT, EVERYTHING YAY LOVE EVERYONE :D

HTTP://RADIOLETTE.ONSUGAR.COM

xoxo, cya there!

Long time no see.

2009-08-16T20:37:00.004+08:00

OOOH MY COOLIO FAKE RAYBENZ. With esther chan the pimple obsessed person -.- Who's currently fretting bout a non-existent pimple 'xcuse me.
I suddenly realise that i miss krist alotalotalot ): I havent seen her for two weeks that's like so longgggg. But she's coming backkkkkk yay.

MY BACK REALLY HURTS.
Never ever be dumb like me and sleep at such an angle where you can sprain your back.

Oh, and i just saw deanna for the last time in school on friday! Im gonna miss her truckloads hahaha no more retarded stuff like stalking people on valentines' day! HAHAHA THAT WAS DAMN FUNNY BTW. Hahaha after O's we should all fly to California to visit her. And deanna you better get a hot bf hehehe!

http://www.livinglegacy2009.com/eng/index.html for more! Hahaha who wants to go we're going on the 6th when the school holidays have starteddddd. It's damn cool k.
CHERYL FANGGGG DO YOU WANNA GO :D

29th August yayyyy, never thought i'd be so excited for auggie's birthday. But we're watching UPUPUP! Which apparently is a damn good show. Hooray.

I know your type.

2009-08-13T17:56:00.004+08:00

Song of the week: Good girls go bad - Cobra Starship (feat. Leighton Meester)
MY NEW FAVOURITE COLOUR IS BLUE :D No idea why though.

Hehehe i found my ipod ZOMG i missed my ipod hehehe. It was under the sofa, and im wondering why my mother didnt see it when she sweeps the floor. So i've come to a conclusion that she doesnt sweep the sofa next to my table. Tsk. Hahaha!

I sprained my backkkk it really hurts i cant tie my hair ): And i cant do damn alot of things for that matter. Good thing i only sprained the left side, but the pain is spreading to the whole left part of the body ah screw. Painnnnnnn.
Ahhha, i got the melz to help massage my back yesterday hehehe. It hurt though cuz melgoh massages damn hard and when meltan gets excited she massages damn hard too ):

PRELIMS ARE SCREWED. Cuz the teachers keep telling us that we did damn badly.

Selissuchabelle says:
Do the two of you ever not quarrel?
Derrick is a shawtymonsterz says:
NUH-OH.
Derrick is a shawtymonsterz says:
But she always starts it.
Selissuchabelle says:
She says you always start it.
Derrick is a shawtymonsterz says:
Yah i do. But if i say that she starts it then we'll start quarrelling again. :>

ZOMG DEE. Sucks to have you as a bestfriend. -rolls eyes. Sel's a better friend HAH.

Good girls go bad.

2009-08-11T16:26:00.004+08:00

Esther (lai) is sososososo cute.

I really cant find my ipod ): My parents said i must have dropped it but i had it in the car with me after ikea im really sureeeeee! Zomg and i'll never get a new ipod cuz they say i have my phone but the phone sucks cuz the music quality is horrible and the earphones are like grrrrr.
IPOD WHERE ARE YOU!

Anyway, school today yay. K, i kinda hate school now cuz we've so much work and all. Break plzzzz. We're having like mock papers for both math every wednesday and friday now. Life sucks, really. But i've kinda done all the homework for the national day hols already so im quite free now cuz i havent drawn up my revision timetable.
Hehehe, i'll do my revision timetable tonight! Then i wont feel so slackerish.
MUGGER FTW!!!!!

The melz apparently bought all nine of us chopsticks from chinatown hehehe. Damn funny. Mine is like night after christmas or something hahaha IN WHAT WAY DOES THAT REMIND YOU OF ME. Im not emo ): But see, now im emo cuz everyone thinks im emo. Im gonna jump off a building. HAHAHA KIDDING :D Technically i cant be emo. Cuz...yeah. My name.

I need to stop being so dumb and retarded. Lawl. Must be derrick's fault. Srzly, i talk to him too much. DONT FRIEND YOU ALREADY. Bad influence. Hehehehe.

Who you are.

2009-08-10T16:04:00.004+08:00

I CANT FIND MY IPOD HOW NOW BROWN COW ):

I had it with me yesterday in the car after coming back from ikea, but it's like missing now oh no shitzzzzz. My ipod has sentimental value! Even though it's full of scratches and it's like the first generation ipod. I need my musicccc ):
Zomg i pray it's in the car!

Wanted to do a photo post but then blogger is crazy so byebye no photo post.
K, gonna ransack the whole house for my ipod. OH IPOD, WHERE ARE YOUUUUUUU.

G-get up and dance.

2009-08-10T10:46:00.008+08:00

WHO'S HAND IS THAT?!?!?!?!

I had a weird, weird dream bout botanic gardens yesterday. I AM NEVER GOING BACK TO THE BOTANICS EVERRRR. See, fun@thepark scares me.
And if you wanna know what i dreamt bout, im not telling so figure it out yourself.

I DONT WANNA DO HOMEWORK/STUDY ):
It's so rubbish, we just finished our prelims and we dont even get a freaking break -.- We were saying that someone needs to commit suicide before the principal understands what she's doing to us. Pfft. But dont worry, i wont be the one commiting suicide. Im scared of heights anyway :D

Hahaha, oh and have you heard bout janice's fantasy for BOF2, damn funny hehehe.
Like, three of the F4 members would leave the group, so there's one person left and F4 will become F1! And the remaining member of F1 would join the Formula One race and win all the racing competitions. LAWL.

I am not gonna help derrick find a present for his girlfriend. HMPH. Find it yourself i already got your girlfriend a present hahahaha! It's super pretty la.

K, back to work. I just hacked into my sister's fb to get all the photos from fun@thepark.

No surprise.

2009-08-09T17:40:00.005+08:00

Lawl, i was online window shopping again when i saw this top and i realised it looked kinda like mine. Hehehe, and then i realised it is mine, exclusively manufactured by my favourite lj yay! Im hopelessly cheap thrill, srzly.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELGOH AND GILDA GIAM <3
Imagine, the two glam-est people in our clique having the same birthday hahaha.

Melgoh's birthday dinner yesterday was awesome, food was good hehehe. And meltan sucks as a surprise planner lawl, she brought balloons and she was freaking late for the whole thing, so we had a damn hard time trying to sneak everything in -.-
Oh and she asked me to buy a slice of cake. So we stuck sixteen candles onto a small piece of cake. It looked ridiculous. And we all had to wear party hats and we made melgoh wear this tiara that looked like a tibetian headpiece and sunglasses which said happy birthday on it. HAHAHA PICTURES WHEN I GET IT! Damn funny lawl. And we told melgoh we were gonna kidnap her and throw her to the banana tree to be eaten by the pontianak.
Love you guys hehehe.

Church today nothing super extraordinary. Class was crazy again, but what can you expect with the three guys in class. Crazy guys AND crazy aircon. Sigh.Lunch with the parents and john, auggie and yiguang at IKEA! Saw damn alot of people i knew hehehe.
And i realised that LK people have really weird (and crazy) hopes, like john's hopes bout emma watson (HAHAHA) and my hopes bout my new house in the future.
K, i'll tell you. I want a house which has like 75% of the stuff in turquoise-y colour and then in the bathroon i'll stick pictures of fishes so my kids will be living under the sea ~. My sister said i was crazy. Whatever.

Homework time, im almost done hooray.
K, i'll be done in time to watch NDP and Singapore Idol.

I think we're almost legendary.

2009-08-08T15:20:00.004+08:00

Im on this 'my fringe looks horrible and im fat' thing again.

Fun@thepark today, freaking tired srzly. Dont feel like blogging bout it, 'cept that uhhh yeah. It was tiring.
Hopefully janice/jer/esther blogs bout it.
Pictures up another day after i kope them from esther and i bother to upload the pictures.

Im falling asleep in front of the computer now, yawn. Really sleepy but i need to finish up my work grrrrrr homework right after prelims >:( Melgoh's birthday dinner later at the saddle club HAHAHA HORSE RIDING. K, must remember to bring camera hehehe.
Need to raid my wardrobe to find something to wear.

{edit} Zomg super tired i have this massive headache and yet i still cant go to sleep cuz im struggling with homework. It seems like such a long time since i've actually done homework properly. In a really bad mood now, this doesnt seem like me at all.

Hello, my name is bitch.

2009-08-07T16:13:00.002+08:00

Wenfei is such a freaking camwhore. Out of like seven photos fang sent me, she's in at least half of them -.-

National day was damn high la i got squashed by meltan and dragged around the field by fang, both of which was feeling oh-so-patriotic. Crazy freaks la.
SCDay was pretty cool, i have to admit.

FUN@THEPARK! Yay tmr's gonna be exciting. Dont feel like blogging, i feel really bitchy today.
ZOMG i wanna go tonight, well kinda but yeah ):

YELLOW TABLE FRIENDS.

2009-08-06T21:25:00.005+08:00

Hahaha my favourite-est people in school, plus melgoh and lynnie who arent in the picture cuz they were shopping hehehehe. Forced fang to send me all the pictures and im only in two of the seven pictures but whatever.

Hmmm, prelims are over yay <3 Went out after school hahaha did dumb stuff.
Squeezed into deanna's driver's car, like all nine of us! Hahaha, like lynnie said it felt like a party bus HAHAHA. And we changed in school so we had to keep hiding from all the teachers.
Saw mr hiu too but i didnt say hi cuz he'll laugh if he sees me anyway -.-

Anyway went to wisma then ion which is huge srzly and i bet i'll get lost in it. Walked around a bit then decided to watch hangover @ cathay! Hahaha so we left melgoh and lynnie to do shopping cuz, well they didnt wanna watch it.
Chiong-ed to cathay and we were a little late for the movie but whatever.

OH ON THE WAY TO THE TRAIN STATION...
Random, really serious looking guy:
Goes up to fang who's wearing her 3se superman shirt.
And then he asked her, "Can you fly?"
Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

Anyway the movie was funny and good! And we all went damn high after the movie yay. The cinema was damn cold srzly, hahaha i borrowed fang's jacket then she took it back so i took wenfei's jacket. And kahyeen kept going on and on bout the cute guy HAHAHA. Who appeared in like less than half of the show. But cute nevertheless.

Left earlier for C&R, still late anyway. I still have C&R tmr so i cant go for something that i really wanna go for. But nvm, C&R first priority!

PRELIMS ARE OVER HOORAYHOORAY!
UP! With esther chan after her exams yay.

Nothing.

2009-08-05T12:10:00.003+08:00

Read jeremy's blog today cuzz i clicked on the wrong link.
"Like, nothing's something but it's just nothing cos it isn't there.But it's acutally still something just nothing."
Hahaha, funny. I dont get it.

Decided to blog a proper post for the sake of it.
Lawl is my new favourite word, LAWL FTW! I kinda miss xanga's smiley cuzzz they're cute and blogger doesnt have smiley faces. Ah well ):

CHOA SELMIN I WANNA KILL YOU NOWNOWNOW. Srzly sel just left for newyork and dumped the whole of rockandretail on me for like a week. Thanks ah, really. Just got bombarded with these texts from this girl cuzzz she didnt receive her item and refund and blahblahblah. Zomg annoying la, really. And i think she's faking it cuzzz i saw sel mail out BOTH the item and refund. Ah well, scammerz.
Hahaha items for rockandretail's first outfit are slowly arriving! Yay pretty excited though that means i'll have to start sewing the stuff once it arrives. I hate sewing really, but i dont have a sewing machine so bo bian la.
I DONT WANNA LOOK AFTER ROCKANDRETAIL. WAAAAAAAH.

I sound like some spoilt brat hehehe.

The hollyhoque top i ordered hasnt arrived yet, oh so sad ): Hollyhoque is my absolute favourite online blogshop srzly. Hahaha cuz the owner's really nice and all their stuff are so pretty!
ANYWAY...

I hate piano class im gonna failfailfail grade 8 bahhhh.

WEH.

2009-08-04T15:58:00.002+08:00

No picture cuz i dont feel like it.
Human geog was screwy ttmz, zomg we all dui bu qi mrs chua! But whatever, geog's overoverover, left with amath and chem mcq hehehehe my life suddenly looks so much better.

But after prelims comes pianos which is wtfxzxxzxzxzxzx.
Im gonna fail grade 8, srzly. Piano exam is in exactly a month's time, and i cant do aural properly >:( I'll never become a singer ever so why do i even have to sing for aural. And i cant even sing.
PFFT.
Hopeless situation, i wish i never took up piano. Im a music imbecile anyway. Lawl, musically retarded.
Oh, not to mention that uhhhh...i kinda still have one more piano piece to finish.

Hehehehe who wants to watch it with me! Churchiesxzxzxz plzzz let's go watch it on sunday!

2009-08-03T12:19:00.003+08:00

For lynnie (:
http://sweetescape14.livejournal.com/1420.html
Hahaha idk whether it's out of stock already there are like so many gazillion people asking for the top already la. Hopefully it's not sold yet, cuz anyway if it is it wont be there already hehehe.

I've nothing to blog bout, still dying from human geog.
Cant wait for tmr to be over, screw amath on wednesday even if i study i'll fail. Hooboy.

2009-08-02T17:45:00.002+08:00

Zomg 2co <3
Love of my life. Hahaha. Actually not really, but whatever. Look at kahyeen's unglam face.

Im now on food consumption for geog! Moving really slowly but at least im moving, hahaha. Not gonna study lit cause it doesnt make a difference if i study or not. School's gonna end early tmr yay awesome! Hahaha, gonna come back home and eat my ham and cheese sandwich.

My family's going crazy, they're using the kick drum to launch tennis balls. I dont dare to go out of the room and risk getting hit by tennis balls. I got hit by them enough during training last time, dont wanna get hit again. Srzly man.

Church today i love church hahaha! Did ushering blahblahblah, youth was fun cuz we moved into the smaller classroom with the crazy aircon. And we started talking bout BOF hehehe, even though i was the only girl in the class. Hahaha, turns out the three muskerteers watch BOF too. Hmm...
(Psst, james said the girl was quite cute HAHAHA.)
But whatever, i really cant imagine class without the three super annoying guys who steal my pens every week and make damn alot of noise and take my book to copy answers. Hahaha i've survived with them for sixteen whole years ZOMG. Being the only girl my age with three other guys who have something wrong with them.
Ahha, whatever.

Birthday celebration today! Quite dumb cuz everytime we reach the happy birthday to _______ part, everyone just randomly says some shit cuz there's too many people to sing for.
HAHAHA.
Love churchies!

2009-08-01T17:56:00.002+08:00

Im stuck, cuzzz i cant think of any ideas for new designs of clothes! I used to have alot (of ideas that is) but then i realised most of them are really impractical.
Inspiration, i need inspiration!

And speaking of insipiration, i've no inspiration to study.
Finished industrilisation and on tourism now, but i've been stuck at the first chapter of tourism for an hour now. I need to study facing away from the computer.
K, im gonna turn my chair 180 degrees and not look at the computer!

Sometimes.

2009-08-01T16:21:00.004+08:00

Sometimes, you dont get what you want. Learn to live with it cuzzz everything wont go your way.
Janice is such a dumbass she's pissed cuzzz my mom doesnt wanna buy her that $10 top which isnt really a top aiya i'll buy you something from topshop k. Better than $10 tops hehehe.
And i dont really buy alot of things, really. People just give them to me.

I (L) HUMAN GEOG I REALLY DO! I just dont like the memorising part.
Stuck on trend of transference, i actually know everything i just need to phrase them properly and there seems to be a major problem with my english, i cant really construct a proper sentence today >:(

Cant wait for after prelims it's gonna be so damn fun hahaha. I've said that a thousand and one times but i really cant wait for after prelims.
Can you imagine how i'll be like after O's? Im gonna go crazy kkkk. Hahahah.

Back to my wonderful trend of transference that's somewhat responsible for Singapore's development today, yay. So we can go shopping and buy nice stuff. Oh whatever.

Follow girls' perfume

2009-07-31T20:36:00.006+08:00

K, you cant really see anything in te picture but whatever heh.

School was dumb, fang whacked my leg and now there's a bruise >:(
SS and physics is over finally zomggg. Physics was killerxzx but nvm, just four more days! Didnt do anything the whole day cause im too tired to do anything. Tried studing a little of industralisation and some parts of it went into my head but i need to look through it again.
Paranoid, heh.

Rofl, someone told me that there would be a BOF 2! Zomg i want i want hahaha.

OH YEAH. In school today before our ss paper the invigilator for my class (let's call her A) asked all the christians to go into class first. So joyslyn, faulkner, moni and more (cant remember who) plus me went into the classroom. We though something terrible had happened. Then she made us join hands and pray O_O
Shocking, really. Nothing against praying, i do it all the time before exams, but that's just...scary. And a little weird especially since ss is talking bout not showing favouritism to religious groups. Hahaha, once in a lifetime experience. Ah well.

ASSASS AND PEESICS.

2009-07-30T18:19:00.005+08:00

Lynnie's camera's flash is awesomexzxzxz. Speaking of camera, lynnie owes me photos.

Hahaha cheena paper today didnt understand anything at all but whatever it's over. K it's physics and ss tmr, screwed ttmz but i studied so it should be fine.
Havent died yet, hooray. But does anyone have comparative analysis for impacts of globalisation? If you send it to me i'll love you truckloads, srzly.
I need my comparative! OH HOW BROWN COW ):

I feel so out of sync with the world.

Anywayxzxz today was fun idk why either it just was. Heh, maybe cuz we were all in the same room for cheena and that gilda was finally on the same level as us! But it was fun hahaha. Wrote my cheena compo found qualities i look for in a friend, and fang told me that i should just write "im looking for a friend like cheryl fang". I told her i'll fail if i write that srzly. HAHAHA.
And meltan was so damn weird today she was staring at my arm and exclaimed "ehh you've no hair!" Zomg mel -.-
Love everyone (well almost everyone) in school, after prelims yay <3>

Back to assass and peesics.

Seaweed shaker fries.

2009-07-29T19:56:00.002+08:00

I (L) SEAWEED SHAKER FRIES.

Byebye, there goes my diet plan hahaha but i dont care seaweed shaker friesssssss (:
Okay back to ss, need to stop obsessing over seaweed shaker fries.

ZOMG SS = SEAWEED SHAKER.

Whatever.

2009-07-29T15:53:00.004+08:00

Emath sucked ttm. After the paper everyone was so freaking pissed off, no one wanted to study for chem anymore.
But chem was okay, heh. I suppose, well better than i expected anyway.

Super freaking tired now but i dont wanna go to sleep cuzzz idk. Dont feel like blowing dry my hair. Lazy hahaha. Im trying to do/memorise globalisation essays for ss but so far i've been in front of the computer for uhhhh one hour and i havent typed a single word.
"The views on globalisation are varied, some feeling that the impacts of globalization are negative whilst others feel that globalization is something good. "
Heh, im typing nonsense. Someone save me and send me your essays!

Blogger is taking forever to upload pictures zomggg ): People still owe my racial harmony day photossss this is what happens when you deactivate your facebook.

ROCKANDRETAIL PRE-COLLECTION! Hahaha, im super excited even though i dont even own rockandretail but im selecting the apparel and designing something for it (:
Now are you excited? Just ordered two navy panel skirts cause i wanna do something with it. Hopefully i'll get it done by national day!
Hehehe, luv sel (:

The picture still hasnt loaded onto the post. Im thinking whether to screw it or, oh just screw it.
Oh wait, it just loaded, heh.

{edit} Pissed off. Stop telling gilda she's dumb and she'll never do well for prelims/Os, and stop trying to better me in everything i do, cuzzz it's really annoying and i dont like it. Yeah, you can try all you want to beat me in prelims, i dont care, but if you dont manage to, plzzz dont be a bitch to me. I hate how two-faced you are.

Falling over me.

2009-07-28T16:47:00.005+08:00

Rofl, owl. O_O inside joke HAHAHA.

Geog paper #01 is over hiphiphooray! I really have to thank God cause without Him i wouldnt be able to make it through the paper. Wasnt as hard as i expected though, we're guessing that paper #02 is gonna be killerxzxz. But that's like next week, so i can mug over the weekend.
The SC prelim paper for emath is so hard, it's demoralising. I've given up and now im doing chem butttttt im lazy to remember preparation of salts. Heh.
I will memorise!

I wonder why everyone's like having posting problems with blogger, when i had the posting problem like, uhhhh a month ago.

Sigh, im supposed to go down now to collect a package from the mailbox but im really lazy to. I wish i could flyyyyy! And i wish you stupid dumbasses would stop sending packages to my house hahaha. I have to keep running in and out of the house 'xcuse me.

Alright, time to go down to collect packages -.-
And im still thinking bout whether to study emath. It's like i know everything but i dont >:(

Bundle of nerves.

2009-07-27T20:17:00.002+08:00

This was from like, so long ago hahaha! I think it was during honour's day last year.

Im a freaking bundle of nerves now, im panicking ttm for geog tmr. And it's not like i havent studied, i have - twice. So why am i still so, so scared :/
And im freaked out to the extent that when i try to recall something i memorise, i kinda cant remember it and i get doubly freaked out and start memorising everything again. I spent like the whole afternoon on plate tectonics.
ZOMG, SOMETHING'S WRONG WITH ME.
God give me strength and the memory power.

Today's english paper was bimbotic hehehe i loved it very much.

Paper.

2009-07-26T20:51:00.004+08:00

Prelims start tmr, i spent the whole day today eating/sleeping/online (window) shopping.
I only managed to finish up climate & natural vegetation. Screw la i still got forests to finish plussss i didnt practise anything english today at all and my english paper's tmr.
I NEED MY A1 FOR ENGLISH.

I need to stop panicking, goodbye sleep.

Oh, skipped overnight prayer yesterday though i really wanted to go but whatever, i hate missing out on church events >:( Nothing i can do bout it though, screw prelims.
Was watching BOF with my mom and sister (before she left), and my mom was saying that janice has bad taste and i have good taste in guys ;D So janice will have to bring back her future bf for my mom to see. HAHAHAHA!

Church was...short today.

My mom is such a paper waster, was printing out stuff for lynnie and my mom refused to help me flip the paper so then now the essays take up like two sheets of paper when it could have took one page.
Hmph, and she claims that i waste paper.

Another mountain.

2009-07-25T15:25:00.003+08:00

Hahaha, i made the boob spin round and round in a chair cause i was testing how good the camera was. Clearly the camera sucks, but whatever.

Prelims are in like 2 days zomgggg. Not prepared, but kinda excited for it (:
I've done all my first rounds of revision, so im doing second round now hahaha. I've natural vegetation, forests, rivers and coasts left for geog, so i'll prolly be able to finish it tmr. Will finish rivers by today hahaha.
Not going for overnight prayer today though i really wanna ):

Cant wait for after prelims! Fun@thepark, Harrypotter, Ion, MelGoh/Gilda's birthday!

Rockandretail.

2009-07-23T21:27:00.003+08:00

Yay, racial harmony and my cheaterbug costume (:

Almost everyone's ponning school tmr, i think it's gonna be just lynnie and i tmr ): STUPID FREAKZZZZ. Hahaha ditch me la. Gilda giam can you just come zomgggg.

School today was pointless but fun. We joined all the tables together so if one of us got H1N1, all of us would too. HAHAHA. Sat at my chem seat the whole day (: Love that seat srzly. Hahaha. Chinese was dumb cause we just studied and talked bout horoscope all thanks to cheryl fang.
Speaking of fang, she kicked my butt today cause i said that fang's the joke of the day. PAIN LA WAH LAO.

No boundaries.

2009-07-22T19:42:00.003+08:00

Do you ever have that feeling, when you study it seems like you know everything and can remember everything, yet when you take away the textbook, it seems like everything is gone from your head.
I hate that feelingxzxzx.

Im really sick of studying, everytime im gonna start studying i feel really tired and all. Im stuck with ss essays now which are killing me cause i've no idea whether what im writing will get me my full marks.
And i've geog and chemistry and physics to memorise as well. I wish they'll postpone prelims.
Nothing's going into my head 'cept for useless stuff.
Damn pissed off and irritated with myself.

Sometimes i feel that im drifting away from God. It's like all the verses im reading nowadays are like reprimanding me. I've kinda fallen away, doing things the way i like to and not the way God wants me to. I wanna allow God to be my path and light, someone i can lean on when im tired.

Racial harmony day was fun while it lasted, colours everywhere, takes you away from the dreary life of studying. For once, today i didnt bring anything to study in school, and replaced the empty space with my camera.
It felt soooo good to just sit there and talk/play/camwhore, without having to worry bout all the other shit.

WTF.

2009-07-21T21:10:00.003+08:00

SCREW ANGSTY POST. MUST NOT BE ANGRY AND MOODY. BAD FOR HEALTH.

Im dying with ss now zomgggg. I thought i was done with all the essays but when i checked the essays the teachers gave us were complete rubbish, im sorry to say. No L4 and distinct structure, i've no idea what they were writing ):
So now im struggling to finish up all the essays today.
Plus i need to write out the letter on why i didnt go to school today, ahhhhhhh.

Seems like i'll only be able to sleep tmr morning.
Ah well.

Racial harmony day tmr, im wearing jeans and a tank and wearing some malay-like thing over with a waistbelt. I look as if im wearing a boho top or something, but i dont really care (:

Ponnerxzxz.

2009-07-21T14:46:00.002+08:00

I remember, when i was younger, i was fat and bucktoothed. Now, im older, and im still fat, but not bucktoothed. All thanks to braces. The boob looks like she wants to cry.

Didnt go to school today, melgoh told me mrs chua was looking for me. Whoops, i feel quite bad. But nvm i'll see her tmr ;D Finished studying physical geog in the morning, left with food for human geog and im done. Did my geog homework as well, but i dont feel this sense of accomplishment though, cause now im trying to study chem and nothing's going in. And i'll kinda forget all my geog like tmr morning. Life's like that, sigh ):

Now im stoning in front of the computer wasting my time when prelims are coming zomggggg.
Need to study finish chem till acids, bases and salts, study waves and sounds for physics and finish up sustaining economic development essays. Im somewhat done with chem but as i said, i'll forget everything tmr. Why are prelims so earlyyyy it's so freaking stressful.

My piano teacher wants me to go for intensive piano lessons in august, so it's another burden on my shoulder. I cant wait till end of O's.

Burnout.

2009-07-20T16:21:00.002+08:00

Im scared im getting burnt out.

Broke down during geog today, cause they were going through natural vegetation and that's the only topic i havent studied yet, and i was super lost while everyone seemed to know what was going on.
I dont feel prepared for prelims.
So what if everyone thinks im hardworking, or a potential A student? I dont feel that way bout myself at all. It's like everything i do is not enough, the marks im getting is not good enough.
English: Goal - A1, Currently - low A2/high B3 (shit.)
Higher chinese: Goal - A2, Currently - B4 (screw la.)
Chem: Goal - A1, Currently - low A1/high A2 (not good enough pfft.)
Physics: Goal - A1, Currently - A1
Emath: Goal - A1, Currently - A1
Amath: Goal - A1, Currently - low A2/high B3 (zomg sheesh.)
Geog: Goal - A1, Currently - A2/B3, depends. (must workkkkk!)
Combined humanities: Goal - A1, Currently - high A2 (i can do it!)

My english, chinese, chem, amath, geog and combined humanities are all below what i want ):
I MUST WORK MUST WORK MUST WORK.

I need the grace of God to get through this.
Prelims, then grade 8 piano exam, then O's.

Dysfunctional.

2009-07-19T17:35:00.004+08:00

I look disgusting. Ew. And now we know why all the chicken wings were burnt (cause of auggie).

My family's dysfunctional of some sort, i sometimes have no idea how i survived these 16 years with my family. I mean, i love them and all, but sometimes...

Guess who's caught in the middle?
Im prolly the one in my family who gets pissed the least. Kay fine, i get pissed but i dont show it and i can ren. Very well. My sister threw a tantrum yesterday and everyone was pissed at everyone. My parents were pissed at my sister and my sister was pissed (and still is, btw) pissed at my parents. ALL BECAUSE THEY WOULDNT LET HER USE THE COMPUTER.
So the rest of the day, my parents were saying "Y'all always like blahblahblah...", generalising us again, when it had nothing to do with me. And janice just didnt talk to me for the whole day even though i didnt do anything to her.

I HATE BEING IN THE MIDDLE, IM NOT A PUNCHING BAG >:(
But whatever, i still love my family <3

Church today, was normal. Sermon was funny, pastor meiming started singing 'You raise me up' during her sermon and after that we all started laughing and clapping. I quite like pastor meiming's sermon's now, cause they're meaningful and yet quite engaging (most of the time). Youth after that, james was screaming at me cause i kept telling him "love does not = to lust". HAHAHA. And jeremy thinks that he owns my pencilcase, srzly. Lunch after that with the chans, aunty hannah and uncle peter. Went shopping, well kinda. Bought a tank which was on supersuper sale, hahaha 6 bucks damn cheap la.

Alright, back to studying (:

Bang bang boom

2009-07-18T10:37:00.003+08:00

I look incredibly horrible. But that black thing can make a fashion statement HAHAHA.
Im growing fatter ): Okay diet plan diet plan!

1. No deep fried/fastfood. Only once in two weeks.
2. No guessy/gassy(?) drinks. It's milo, peach tea, or nothing.
3. Two and a half meals per day!
4. No snacking on unhealthy shizzzz like sweets and chips. Ugh.
5. Stop stealing other people's food. Heh.

Okay, i think it's pretty much doable. Slap me if i break anyone of this hahaha.
Zomg, im gonna do abs training every week, yay awesome me ;D

I still havent finished my homework, life suckxzxz. If i cant finish it im gonna just screw it and start studying hahaha. Need to finish chem and geog! AHHHHHH I HATE PRELIMS ):

Love Drunk

2009-07-17T17:40:00.003+08:00

Hahaha, ignore the sexy word, unintentional. I love the crotchet details at the back (: But i'll never buy/wear it cause i think my parents will just slaughter me. HEHEHE.

Zomg, now the guy opposite my house started playing the nobody song AGAIN, then this woman started screaming at him. Hahaha, funny ttmz. She's like shouting and shouting and the whole neighbourhood can hear her. Poor guy. But maybe not cause like it's his fault for playing that song. Why cant he play like sugar or rightround huhhhh? He was playing that just now!

I realised i have quite alot of homework this weekend, plus i have to study for prelims ahhhh ): And i found out how incredibly tired i am, cause i closed my eyes and it started stinging and i started tearing.
Not going to school some days next week, not annoucing it for specific reasons. Make that a specific reason. Speaking of school, my whole clique didnt come today cept for gilda, kristen and i. And wenfei, but wenfei never sits with us everytime mel isnt around -.- HAHAHA STUPID PONNERS LA.

I wanna tag my posts from now onwards, but i cant think of any tags. Hahaha, i'll just tag the people that i blogged about la. Hehehe, im incredibly bored.

Oh, and i did something really bad today:
I ate a whole plate of onion rings.

Sleepy.

2009-07-16T16:59:00.003+08:00

Why is this photo so small grrrxzxzxz. I have no idea what auggie was doing, srzly. I think he was tired and took the sarong and wrapped it around his face -.- Coupled with sunglasses and a cap.
But knowing my dear cousin, he prolly posed for this picture. CAMWHORE.

The guy opposite my house is surprisingly quiet today. He's prolly sleeping though, he's gonna make damn alot of noise tonight. BAH HUMBUG ): But i dont mind it if he plays the lips like sugar song hehehe, i quite like the song.
Now my next door neighbour is repairing her aircon, so it's super noisy, plus the workers smoke so there's like air pollution as well.

Now i know why i dont like school so much, it's the early hours i tell you. Zomg didnt feel like waking up todayyyy, life sucks ttmxzxz. I dont mind school, really, just dont make me wake up at like 6am every morning you're killing me.
Anyway school was like pointless today, srzly. I had two free periods which was dumb, i might as well have not gone to school. Grrrrr. Im trying to study chem now, but it's not working cause im falling asleep at the table -.-

Hahaha, i feel really bad now cause i keep asking krist to transfer money for me and tee to collect all the mailed out packages! People, stop asking me to buy stuff for you la. Hahaha, zomg srzly manxzxz. It's like one after another hehehe.
Sorry ~~guys~~ girls hahaha i'll make it up to you one day!

Back to redox reactions, it's quite brainless actually, but you never know with chemistry teachers.

OH, on a sidenote, my mom created facebook and now she's playing restaurant city. It's quite funny cause she doesnt know how to do anything. Rofl, and she keeps fighting with my sister over what clothes her character should wear. HAHAHA.

-.-

2009-07-15T20:38:00.004+08:00

Third post in a day, zomg srzly. Going back to school tmr, im excited hahaha.
Life at home's really boring, rofl.

And the stupid guy opposite my house keeps playing the nobody song which is realy annoying cause it's like the 28927458920348476 time i've heard it now. Not kidding, he puts it on repeat.
Listening to teachers drone on and on seems so much better than listening to that song so many times, really.

Keytar.

2009-07-15T14:00:00.007+08:00

I suddenly feel incredibly stressed. Zomg, moodswings really, cause i was feeling so accomplished and all just now. Like 5 seconds ago.

Piano exam's coming im not the least prepared. My teacher left so now i have this new teacher who's trying to change my whole playing style within these two/three months that we have left. From the looks of it, im obviously not gonna pass.
And i want a keytar it's so damn cool.

I've not really done much work today, all i've been doing is sitting in front of the computer. Only thing i did was literature which wasnt really much. All the mugging and all was yesterday's work. Zomg okay back to mugging again, i need to at least accomplish something today!

{edit} Hahaha, my sister just brought back the stuff from school hehehe. Not much homework cept for the emath distinction test. Got yao's present hahaha thank you dear <3 "Hello Joylynn! Why you pon sch? So sad! Guess who am i? Haha! Later you'd say 'which idiot wrote this', and you'd scold me again."
HAHAHA YINGYING IS RETARDED SRZLY. Tmr i'll go back to school and scold her hahaha!

Nobody.

2009-07-15T13:20:00.001+08:00

I have to admit, when janice smiles she looks like a retard. Everyone who agrees with me, breathe. Hehehe.

Second day of not going to school, i feel more tired and lethargic than yesterday, i wonder why. But i managed to do quite alot these two days, i feel good (dadadadadadada~).
Finished up all my homework, plus physics sound, waves, geog floods&droughts, organic chem, energy changes, ammonia, ss essays (for like everything cept sustaining and uhhh governance). Zomg i feel really happy with myself hahaha.

Any kind soul who wants to give me lace?
Hahaha im looking for like lace cause i wanna do something hehehe, secret. But if anyone has like black lace and want to give it to me i'll love you for ever and ever and ever.

I just realised, lylarose.lj still owes me like $26 cause i wanted to get something for esther online for her birthday but then it was oos so then lylarose was suppose to have refunded me but she still hasnt :/ Zomg no wonder i've no money la. Hahaha, and it's been like two months already!

Rudolph.

2009-07-13T16:58:00.001+08:00

I think this is ryan. Along with esther's arm and john's arm HAHAHA. Funny. Rofl i remember that was little miss day so we all wore our little miss shirts (john included), and we happily took a picture together. If only i can find that picture...
Hahaha, then we had a little photoshoot session with ryan, jerome and john (and occassionally esther's head), with dear james as our photographer. I was basically laughing the whole time.
Good memories (:

I havent gotten a single piece of work done, i hate my cold cause it's making me super unproductive and im just stoning the whole time ): Stupid nose go away go away. Not literally though. I mean the cold.

Derrick is a shawtymonsterz says:
Lol, you down AGAIN.
Joylynn (L) Who we were meant to be says:
Yah lah, rub it in will you. Pfft.
Derrick is a shawtymonsterz says:
Hahaha, yah rub your nose!
Joylynn (L) Who we were meant to be says:
ZOMG. GO AWAY.
Derrick is a shawtymonsterz says:
But actually, you wouldnt be joylynn if you didnt have a cold every two months.
Derrick is a shawtymonsterz says:
We luv you rudolph!

Hahaha zomg srszly.

{edit} Im off school for today and tmr, im trying to make these two days into one of the most productive ones i ever have. Hahaha, i finished geog (floods and droughts) this morning, gonna finish up chem energy changes and probably gonna sort out my ss essays after this. Hmm, feels pretty good not to be in school and in turn doing more that what i usually do in school.

2009-07-13T12:25:00.001+08:00

Anyone wants to be a kind soul and get this for me for my post-birthday/youth day/pre-christmas present?
Alternatively, i can use my topshop card to get it, but i dont think it's available in Singapore ):
But i know where to get the topshop inspired ones for $30 ;D Hahaha im like some desperate freak, rofl.

I'm back early today cause im kinda sick so yah. Didnt wanna stay for lessons anyway, im much more productive at home than in school. Hehehe, just as well today's monday and i hate mondays.

Jesus is the rock.

2009-07-12T15:07:00.002+08:00

Jesus is the rock, and im the stone. Im in this full on stoner mode today, hmm lemme see.

Stoner episode 1: In church, i suddenly asked esther whether she passed her piano exam. Cause i forgot that i actually knew that she passed her exam. And she passed her exam a super long time ago.

Stoner episode 2: Derrick scanned in this math question and asked me to help him with it. I stared at the question for 5 minutes and honestly speaking, after that five minutes i still havent read a single word into my head.

Hahaha, so much for sleeping late and waking up early. I can help it, why is boys over flowers until 11pm! Rushed my chinese thesis yesterday so i could watch BOF and look at Kim Bum's face. But then again, that's just me hehehe.

No shalin showdown today! Zomg thank goodness, really. But it's gonna happen sooner or later, srzly.

[edit]
Im back again, technically im supposed to be studying but im waiting for my blanko (hahaha old school manzzz) to dry and it's taking forever. Plus im waiting for an email zomg hurry and comeeeee ):
I hate sunday nights/mondays cause idk, it's something bout the weekend being over. And school on monday ends the latest and i have piano class after that :/ Screw piano, im gonna make myself pass this grade 8, and finito! No more piano hooray. Wait, i should rephrase that. No more classical piano, hooray! Hahaha, full on chords manxzxzx.

To D: (zomg that's like a sad face!), hahaha. Lovelove you ttmz dont be sad/angry/frustrated/annoyed whatever cause you know i'll always be there for you. Stupid biatches dont deserve your attention remember (:

Ohohoh, and gave james his ultrafantastic beret today, it's now called Bob the beret HAHAHA. Damn funny, but it's super nice la, i didnt wanna give it to him. Hehehe, i bet esther'll steal it and wear it instead.

GuJunPyo

2009-07-10T18:32:00.002+08:00

I look absolutely constipated for some reason or the other. Maybe krist is just squeezing me too hard. HAHAHA.
Oh, and the name gujunpyo! has a nice ring to it. Dont ask why, maybe im just weird.

Super damn alot of homework the teachers are going crazy srszly. School passed by super fast today cause it's friday hahaha TGIF! Friday is high day, cause we all go crazy in school hehehe.
And now in school, cause of H1N1, we have to separate our desks. Not that i really mind though, hahaha those who know me would know why.

Battlefield.

2009-07-09T20:31:00.001+08:00

Hahahah, i swear we should all take another photo like that and see how much we've changed! ROFL FUNNY LA.

The stupid guy opposite my house is playing Boomboompow really loudly now and it's really pissing zomg. Cause i really hate the song and all >:( Inconsiderate people i cant stand them.
AND THE SONG'S ON LIKE REPEAT. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. Oh finally, he stopped the song.

Climate and natural vegetation is freaking hard it's depressing. I cant get any work done at this rate cause i havent studied that stupid chapter yet. Geog's really scary, im (kinda) prepared for human geog, but physical sucks. I've studied everything 'cept climate and natural vegetation, but i cant seem to remember anything :/
Ah well, i'll just do my best and let God do the rest ;D

And, war's gonna break out soon, i really dont want it to happen cause we've been friends for like, forever and we dont wanna see the so-called younger generation breaking apart from each other. Even though this has nothing to do with me, but it'll affect the whole group in general.
DAMAGE CONTROL FTW.

Beautiful One, i love.

2009-07-08T20:26:00.001+08:00

I had loads of things to blog bout, but then i suddenly forgot zomg. STML HAHAHA.
Zomg today's finally gonna be over, geog test + amath mock was killerzzzz. But, i survived hahaha. Solely through God's strength, really, cause i was so tired this morning i woke up and went back to sleep again.
Yeah, it's that bad.

Kay, i needa go study physics cause i've a test tmr and i dont really know what's going on for physics. Give me an S!-C-!-R!-E!-W!-E!-D!
Oh gosh, now im becoming a freaking cheerleader.

Give it all up.

2009-07-06T14:08:00.001+08:00

I dont wanna study no more ):

You belong with me.

2009-07-06T12:42:00.001+08:00

WARNING: FULL OF RANTS
Dont read if you dont wanna.

Studied geog the whole morning, and i think only the first two chapters went into my brain. The last chapter just went in one side and out the other. Ah well.
Feeling incredibly stressed and overwhelmed, saw my prelim timetable today and the reality that prelims are just two/three weeks away scares me very much. I dont even seem to be able to sit down to study, and even if i do my results dont really reflect the effort i've put in ): And there doesnt seem to be anyone having the same freaking problem as me.
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me!

I just needa get this off my chest.
My parents dont freaking trust me with anything, they're just suffocating me and i cant breathe anymore. I dont feel like telling them anything about my life since they wont believe me anyway.
Everytime im wrong, i apologise. But everytime they're wrong, they never do.
I remember the time i took the camera, and the day after that the battery went missing and my dad automatically assumed that i lost the battery and didnt speak to me for two whole days. Turns out it was under this wad of papers in his room, and i didnt lose it.
I didnt even hear a single sorry from him.
My hair's dropping like nobody's business after i cut it in the toilet, and my mom thinks im lying bout that cause i didnt want her to know that i cut my hair. Like i would bother that she would know that im cutting my hair. If she doesnt wanna believe me then fine let all my hair drop off. I dont really care anymore. It's up to you whether to believe me or not.
I admit that it was my fault for being untruthful to you once. But it's only once, yet you decide that 'Oh, Joylynn's a liar and she should now be treated like a prisoner'. Im a growing teenager, i need some privacy at least. I have bags on the sofa, you look at it and you think im hiding things inside my bag just cause my bag is full. Everytime i receive a text you alwaysalways look at it when my phone is nearer to you than to me, and then when i do the same then you scold me and say that i shouldnt read other people's text. WTF.
Oh, and it seems that everyone in this family can get angry 'cept for me. WHY? Everytime i show the slightest bit of annoyance, i get scolded when everyone just can get angry at anytime. Im not a punching bag, yeah i know im good natured but im not like some super happy person that is happy 24/7, i do have feelings i do have moods.
I cant possibly keep all my unhappy feelings inside of me, i'll just burst and explode one day, just wait for it.
You told me to tell you everything i feel, but im thinking that even if i do, you'll just get angry with me and not listen to my whole side of the story. Or better still, you wont believe me. So what's the point?

Trust is very important to me. But my parents dont even trust me.
So what's the use of trust anymore?

Youth Sunday

2009-07-05T20:29:00.004+08:00

Happy Youth Sunday <3>crisp. KRIPS. Hahahaha ;D

On a random note:
Something's gonna happen. I can feel it :/ (I think some people kinda know what im saying.) It's getting worse every sunday and one day it's just gonna WHOOM explode into pieces.

2009-07-01T21:52:00.001+08:00

Whooooo freaking finished geog, pretty happy with myself ;D
So now i can go out tmr with no worries hehehe. 'cept that i got quite a few packages to mail out and im broke plus i owe people lots of money but ah well, that's secondary to studies. Right?

Budget/window/top-shoppping with the churchies tmr (: If everything works out and is fine that is.

EDIT My mom doesnt allow me to go it's not freaking fair ):):): Cause of stupid H1N1 hehehe, quite funny though, social distancing HAHAHA. But freaking heck, charis and esther dont have H1N1! And it's CHARIS and ESTHER.
My mom is getting really paranoid.

Happy birthday.

2009-06-28T16:02:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was awesome, thanks to everyone for the wishes and the presents and the birthday songs and everything (: Though like most of you werent there yesterday but i know you were thinking of me righttt HAHAHA.
Auggie, isaac, nathui, esther, krist, parents, janice, jer, yao, gilda, grace, james, joshchan, van, meltan, fang, sarahlimmy, jeremy, charis, seanna, all the CBYW people hahaha.

Thanks to:
My parents for the necklace (hahaha the pretty one from malaysia), the wallet, the lunch&dinner, the tshirt, the awfully chocolate cake zomggg. And for making my birthday an eventful one even as you knew that alot of people wont be around <3
Janice for the card and being sucha lousy liar (it's a good thing) hahaha and my uhhhh belated present that i havent gotten yet.
Jer for the pouch thingy that i realised i can keep my bible in HAHAHA.
Sel&derrick for the retarded video and the top and the ring hahaha (:
Kristin, john, james, esther, auggie, xinyi, van for the topshop gift card lovelovelove you guys <3
Seanna for the necklace hahaha thanks it's really pretty!

Kay that's bout it for the time being i'll add in more when i feel like i have something more to add.

And i just found out yesterday/today that john's quarantined cause of H1N1!?!?!?!
Hahahah someone tell me if it's true.

Zomg, school tmr ): Really dont want it to start. Maybe if they hear me cough they'll send me home. Wishful thinking ahaha.

In the city

2009-06-26T15:52:00.001+08:00

Im freaking bored. Pfft, im supposed to be doing english right now, but my table's so messy it's impossible to write anything.
I need to pack my stuff. Desperately. Around my whole table is like files and paper and bags and more files and textbooks cause my shelf has no more space to put anything. Now the room's a walking hazard, kinda good cause then my mom cant come in to disturb me.
But not so good cause i always trip on the stuff.
:(

I feel so messy and unprepared for school!
Hardly studied during the hols at all, so much for miss hardworking -.- The only thing i possibly managed to finish was organic chem, waves and uhhhh all the chem papers and english papers which im doing now. And the papers are like not totally done, cause i left out some questions cause i didnt know how to do.
Ahhhh i feel quite terrible now, it's a before school thing.
Oh yah, and i still have no idea what homework is due after the hols. Screw la.

Oh shitzzzz, cant find my thermometer.

Greater things have yet to be done.

2009-06-26T13:35:00.001+08:00

Michael Jackson is dead :O
Im freaking shocked.

Going out for birthday dinner later, hmm im excited (:

I just wanna play my music.

2009-06-25T15:03:00.001+08:00

Step 1: Open your iTunes and start playing a playlist.
Step 2: Put the songs on shuffle mode and start this quiz!

Song 1 - Seventeen forever, Metro Station
Who does this song remind you of?
>AUGUSTUS LOW HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Song 2 - Whoa oh!, Selena Gomez & FTSK
Is this your favourite song?
>Uhhh not really hahaha. But i like it (:

Song 3 -We're all in this together, HSM cast
What does this song remind you of?
>High schooooool musical. Hahaha, actually nothing much really.

Song 4 - God of this city, Chris Tomlin
Are the lyrics of this song meaningful?
>Quite la, hahaha. It talks bout the great things that God has/will do here so yeah (:

Song 5 - Big girls don't cry, Fergie & Sean Kingston
Is this song related to science?
>Hahaha obviously not. I dont think so anyway hehehe.

Song 6 - I'm going to meet her, Kim Bum (?)
Is this song from a tv show?
>WHAT THE HECK IS THIS SONG ANYWAY. I didnt even know i had it.
(edit: I just found out, yeah it's from BOF's music drama. So i guess so, hahaha.)

Song 7 - One in the same, Selena Gomez & Demi Lovato
Does this song remind you of your bff?
> Hahaha yes ttly (:

Im too lazy to continue hehehe.
Deleted the other quiz cause it made my post too lengthy and i dont like lengthy stuff.

I was looking through blogskins just now and i saw this skin that made me laugh hahaha. Damn funny i bet if janice saw it she'll be screaming like some mad idiot now.
But anywayxzxzx, i think it's time to get back to work. Hahaha.

Pictures of you.

2009-06-24T15:24:00.002+08:00

Oh gosh, photo post. From malaysia truly asia (:
I look completely disgusting in every photo and there's a pretty cool photo of esther here.
Plus, janice is such a camwhore look at her (-points below)

Ice, ice baby.

2009-06-24T10:43:00.001+08:00

Why is it so freaking cold today zomg brrrrrrr. The wind is like damn strong ahhh im closing the stupid window. My jacket's washing now so i cant wear it and i dont wanna wear my blazer jacket cause my hair is wet.
Stupid wind -.-

Hahaha, i realised im doing lots of worships this week.
CBYW on saturday then i have junior worship&youth worship on sunday. Heheheh, im just gonna repeat the songs for junior worship and youth worship probably.
I have no life that's why im blogging bout these kinda things.

Third time lucky.

2009-06-23T20:23:00.001+08:00

Third post today, it's like im going to beat esther's "four posts in a day" record.
But nahhh, im nice i'll let her have the most posts in a day HAHAHA.

Was contemplating ponning CBYW on saturday cause:
1. It's my birthday. and
2. No one's going
So yeah. That's basically it. But then i received a text from Van asking me to play for CBYW so i guess im going. Now i feel pretty bad for thinking bout not going.
Ah well, CBYW it is then.

You freaks better come plzzzzz, i'll kill you if you dont (especially if you're free but you dont wanna). That's not a freaking excuse.

Ohhh, and huihui made me happy today cause she texted me to ask me what i wanted for my birthday. I told her "anything as long as it's not disgusting and doesnt have blood". Hurhur, and she replied me "WOW THAT'S SO HELPFUL!"
Hahaha, love you huihui <3

I'm going to meet her.

2009-06-23T20:04:00.001+08:00

Zomg i finally remembered what i wanted to blog bout today. Hahaha i knew there was something i cant possibly only blog bout BOF hehehe.

Kay here's the deal. My piano teacher resigned. Yes freaking hell, she's like gone. Three months before my grade 8 examination, and she hasnt even finished the third song with me.
AHHHH SCREW.
So much for passing this year :/

Zomg it's july soon cant believe it where have the holidays gone. It feels that i havent done much during this hols, which kinda sucks cause prelims are three weeks after school reopens ):
Hate studying, hate school.
Why cant they just extend the holidays!

I sound like a whiny bitch again, hahaha.

I AM NOT STUDYING I AM NOT STUDYING AHHH WHY AM I NOT STUDYING!

2009-06-23T13:42:00.001+08:00

Time to blog, again. Arrgh im still stuck on organic chem life suckxzxzx.

Boys over flowers is pretty nice i've been watching it cause derrick lent me the dvd. Heh, but i dont like the main charaters i only like yijung and gaeul so im just fast forwarding to all their parts.
Save time mah.
Other than that, the show's pretty overrated. Oh but i have to agree with esther that junpyo really looks like wuzun. Or the other way around. Whatever, you get the point.

I've nothing to blog bout, just that i've no appetite these few days bahhhh.

2009-06-22T14:37:00.001+08:00

John told me yesterday that he composed a korean song and i believed it -.-
Anyway the score he sent me is practically un-playable cause there are like six lines for the treble clef wtfxzxzx. Weird score hahaha. Either that or idk how to read it.

Help, someone? (:

Oh, and organic chem is killer zomg.

Derrick's coming over later im meeting him before piano class yay ;D

Soooo, whatcha doin'?

2009-06-22T10:44:00.002+08:00

Hmmm, i just realised that like half of the world isnt gonna be around on my birthday ):
Sel's going overseas (again, she's like coming back today la), derrick has freaking cip (didnt you like just go for cip yesterday?), esther's going to camp, john's going on mission, auggie's going on holiday, fang's going for her cousin's wedding.
And most of the youths arent going for combined youth worship. Ah screw la.

Anyway i owe people photos but blogger takes forever to upload photos.
Im downloading Picasa so my life will be much easier hahahah, pictures laterxzxzx (:

EDITEDITEDIT!
I forgot to blog bout yesterday. Hahaha.

Fathers' day yesterday! Kay anyway church was normal, did junior worship which was unusually quiet cause ryan wasnt there. Yup youth was retarded cause uncle chee weng was teaching us HAHAHA. But anywayxzxxz. After youth stayed back for band prac (cause im kaypoh). I swear everyone takes forever to get out of the church to go for lunch la. Finally decided to go to cine to eat ljs hahaha.
Sat in john's car and we were talking bout koreans and megan fox.
Reached cine then we split up cause some wanted to eat kfc, so basically krist, spencer, john and i went to ljs HAHAHA I FELT SO YOUNG. Kay but whatever auggie joined us later and he told the janet (?) person that i was 20. Stupid cousin.
Sigh, the way back was terrible, srsly. Cause auggie went to spencer's car so spencer threw krist into john's car along with janice and esther so we were practically squashed and stacked on one another. Ahhh terrible hahahaha. And john freaking sounded like a surgeon cause he was like "Dont worry, im doing my best, just a little more to go...."
But i never ever wanna do that again.
Band prac was pretty fun, krist and i were going retarded actions for all the songs hahaha. Then later while they were packing up we were all quite high so we just kept laughing and laughing.
John fetched us home again, hahaha krist, janice and i were just sleeping throughout until john got so bored he started talking to us so we had to wake up ):
Hahaha yesterday was fun ttmxzxx, but super tiring.

Dreams.

2009-06-20T14:48:00.001+08:00

What's your biggest dream?

Idk, quite a tough question to answer. Hmmm, i've wanted to do so many things in my life. When i was young i wanted to be a teacher (yeah laugh all you want), then after that i wanted to play in a band (which i already did, yay acheiver). Now i wanna uhhhh, score the perfect score for Os, in other words study hard which im not doing obviously.
But then, thinking again...
"I wanna open my own fashion boutique with clothes designed by yours truly that would help to spread God's word to everyone (:"
Yup. For now, that's my dream.

Speechless.

2009-06-20T11:33:00.001+08:00

Zomg, cause im so freaking shameless, im gonna post my birthday wishlist up here ;D
Now everyone cant say they dont know what to get me hehehe.

1. Anything topshop/topshop inspired.

2. Slouch tees/offshoulder tops.

3. V-neck (with buttons) dresses/tops.

4. Accessories! But nothing tacky :/

5. Contacts. Like that will ever happen, but whatever.

6. Boho tops.

7. A BIGBIG HUG ;D

Hahaha, actually you dont really need to get me anything, just a happy birthday wish would do (:
(If anyone dares to forget my birthday i dont friend you already la. Kidding!)
Combined youth worship is on my birthday hmmm im still deciding whether it's a good thing or not. But whatever, im still going so everyone else better go too!

Janice is taking forever to upload the pictures from malaysia. Pfft.
Hahaha, she's going for band prac later and im probably not (cause im lazy hehehe), so i'll just take the camera when she's not at home. I think im staying tmr after church though. Dont wanna go home hahaha.

My dad wants us to go downstairs for lunch nonono i dont wanttttt ): I need aircon it's so freaking hot today.

2009-06-19T10:34:00.002+08:00

Hahaha, malaysia was fun ttmzzz. Practically went shopping, shopping, shopping everyday. But not much camwhoring cause there wasnt much to camwhore with anywayxzxz. Pictures are in the camera im lazy to upload them, so im just waiting for janice to do so.

Day 1
Longlong trip up, janice was like sleeping throughout so i was freaking bored during the entire three hour trip. Had lunch at idk where i kinda forgot, ohhhh i know some disgusting char siew place. Janice got her jeans and i got lots of bites cause the place was infested with mosquitoes. Went to book movie tickets after that, hahaha we wanted to watch hannah montana for the fun of it, and ghosts of girlfriends past but james and joel (obviously) didnt want to, so we booked night at the museum 2 and monsters vs aliens.
Went to the hotel, found out there was disney channel and watched tv till the guys called to go swimming. Didnt swim much, just slacked in the jacuzzi and talked bout nonsense heh.
Dinner was expensive and not fantastically good, night and the museum 2 wasnt as good as the first one, hmmm. But i started laughing when i realised that the singing cupids were actually jobros ahahaha.

Day 2
Breakfast was boring.
Went to some Portugese settlement and quoting esther, "what were we supposed to see anyway?" Basically nothing to see, so went shopping again HAHAHA. Bought my blazer jacket and belt hahaha im quite happy. Lunch at bei zhan which was pretty good, the guy probably thinks we're all weird cause like joel was sucking out the fish brains and esther, janice and i were eating raw garlic with soya sauce (which is damn good kay). But anyway.
Went back to the hotel and watched more tv, then went to watch monsters vs aliens which was quite boring cept for the part where the blue guy came out. Anyway walked around somemore and esther finally managed to buy something after we ran to brands outlet while the adults were at san shu gong hahaah. And i bought yao's present too (: Awesome manxzxzx.
Dinner at newton, my favourite hahaha.

Day 3 = bad hair day
Breakfast was freaking the same as the day before.
The chans came to our room to watch disney channel hahaha. Then went looking at hotels for the fun of it. We went into the xiao niang re place which is now a freaking hotel, damn nice srszly. There are like swallow/swiflets flying around, pretty cool. And there's a piano in the lobby.
The next hotel we went to was funny. Cause aunty mary asked the guy what facilities they had.
Aunty Mary: So, what facilities do you have?
Guy: Oh, we have television, aircon....
Aunty Mary: Do you have a swimming pool?
Guy: Dont have, but we have showercap, shampoo, bathtub...
HAHAHA DAMN FUNNY LA. Esther and i were trying really hard not to laugh.
Lunch at some peranakan place, then went for a last round of shopping. Hahaha the accessories shop was pretty cool, really boho. I bought a boho bangle-thingy there and esther bought like half the shop. Oh, and we bought john's present and stuff for jeremy and matthew (james la).
Then, on the way back to singapore, i slept through the whole thing,

Hmm, that's basically it. Yiguang's at my house now helping my sister with drums. Cool, now i get to make noise ;D

Back.

2009-06-15T16:55:00.001+08:00

Hahaha, i just ditched xanga and went back to blogger, cause idk, xanga's quite annoying nowadays, really.
My internet connection's screwing up, pfft.

Malaysia tmr with the chans (HAHAHA CHAN BROTHERS), we're gonna shop damn alot and watch mooooovies. Hahaha, and i bet aunty mary wont be able to find the beach that she was looking for. I dont think malacca has a beach.